Sugar Ray

Well...sadly I had to say goodbye to my precious cat Sugar yesterday. He was sick and we couldn't get him to take his medicine so we knew he wasn't going to get any better. He stopped eating and sat in the same little spot for two days. I was very sad and immediately went to my husband's job for a second to cry on his shoulder after leaving the vet's. But I'm feeling better now. It's funny how used to him I was. I keep expecting him to run to the door as usual when I come home. And I make a point to make sure all the doors are closed, forgetting I mainly did that to keep him out of certain rooms. I'll miss him, but I think it was much better for me to let him go. My poor baby gets so scared in vets' offices he pees and poops everywhere and tried to attack everyone including me. The vet was able to give him a shot to put him to sleep, so we thought it best for everyone to leave the room until it took effect. I figured I might as well just go home. I didn't really want to see him that way. My last image of him was attacking the back of the chair he was sitting on. A good reflection of him. He was always such a scaredy cat he was constantly attacking random things that snuck up on him...like walls. or my husbands toes:) On that note I say my final goodbye the Sugar Ray the cat:)